Saturday, December 1, 2012
A new blog! Why?!
I was torn between sticking with my old blog or making a new one.. And I'm pretty darn excited with my end decision. I'm just really attached to my older blog because I've had it since 2009, and it's full of countless nostalgic memories. That blog was my go-to haven to vent or spill any emotions I couldn't contain in my own head. I was very weak in the soul and heart back then, and it was one of the only places I could go to free myself. Or maybe to just calm down. Heh. The way I'm speaking about it now is nostalgia in itself. ~*~~* So dramatic~*~*~ but it's okay, I miss this feeling. Speaking for yourself, like your whole life is a drama. lol. Or being the author of your own book?
It's weird to actually really "blog" your thoughts out like this again...On this site you know? Blogger just feels so homey and comfortable. It's really all about you, and there is never once a thought about how much "notes" you're gonna get. Or how many followers are going to read this. Because here noone cares. Sure , you can try to "blog" on tumblr, but there's always going to be someone out there who's going to judge you. They'll see that your post doesn't match up to the 5,000+ noted attractive girl in a big tshirt and thigh highs, and they'll automatically assume you're a nobody. And yes, of course, not everyone will be like that, and there will always be that special curious cat that will take more time to look deeper in your soul- but that's pretty rare. The main fact here is that the majority of people on Tumblr are interested in the fame, or at least entertained by what's hyped up. It's an extremely hyper-active magazine, predicting/starting fashion trends, with the ability to make a video or person viral overnight. It's a crazy world there. And there's nothing wrong with that, it's just not the best place to comfortably write and free your mind. And if you disagree, then that's fine too. Tumblr will always be my promote/advertising-platform (to create more traffic towards my shop ofcourse) but blogger will always be the place to come home to.
Back to my old blog- I don't think I'll ever be able to delete it. But because it's connected to so many dark emotions, I felt I should separate it from my new self! Erm..I mean, my new mindset. I know it's a little early to make any New Year's resolutions, but I'm trying to use this last month to get in the habit of making better decisions. It's so that I don't start off the new year trying way too hard to get it right. Think of it as my training period to prepare for my new self!!
Anywho, my big goal for this year is to just be mega productive and positive. I feel like this past year has gone by so fast, and I haven't gotten much done. :( It's really sad. This past year has been a rough and depressing slump, which were one of the huge reasons why I've been so uninspired to do anything.. (excuses!! krizko!!) I have a really bad habit of putting things aside.. like making that custom fit dress form out of duct tape, or dusting off my abandoned canvases and painting something new. There are so many crafts I want to learn and just so many things I want to check off my to-do list that I never get around doing! The next time an idea is brought, I am going to get it done. No more procrastinating this year Krizko, you are much stronger and way too hungry to not absorb everything you can this time around. I CAN DO IT.
Also, I'm excited to post reviews and other fun stuff here!!
A circle lens review coming up soon! <3